really.

tonight is very difficult.
i believe i lost my best friend. i am not quite sure what is going on. while i was home on spring break, you could say we didn't make time for each other or the effort in that matter to see one another. i really struggled with this because i felt it was my right to have her come my way since i had already gotten myself to Michigan at least. we really have been struggling with communication ever since ive been in Virginia, she feels like she's been replaced which is not the case but i am surrounded by people 24/7. i must say it is difficult to keep in contact with everyone, i bet my momma feels the same way and many others. i'm sorry but i think its rude to be on the phone while you're hanging out with people. i just don't know what to do anymore, i've sent texts and i'm not getting much reply back, i sent an apology and gotten nothing in return. i called and was ignored, got on facebook and in return got a lame excuse. i can't have this happen, i've been there for her through everything and her likewise. even though she can't be there for me when i go off to college. i can't afford to throw something like this out the window and i feel that's all she's doing because she's doing nothing to save this relationship.
well we'll see if i get much sleep over this. :(