time surely goes fast

this time in my life is coming to a close rather quickly; i'm not so sure how i feel about this. like i miss home and all but i know home will always be there. this time i've spent in Lynchburg therefore will not be. i've had so many learning experiences, so many good times with new friends, some lifetime friends. i know i'll never be able to come back to what has happened during this time. i just really want to say i will miss my roommate a ton, i cant even comprehend how much she means to me in such a short amount of time. we just connected from the start and i knew it was gonna be good. i've made a few friends outside of her, but for the most part its "us" all the time 27/7, unless we are in class. classes suck anyhow, i'm about ready to give up. i know i need to finish strong and i'm really trying to get the motivation back to do so but you see fun and friends just looks better. i still dont know what i will be doing for the summer, let alone the fall. i have applied a few places, schools and work places. i guess we'll just see what is in store. i'm just sitting back and waiting (not very patiently). i'm the kind of person that likes things in place before they actually get to the time, so this is really stressing me out. i've been stressing with the whole boy issues and i've been trying to let that go. he surely will come in his own time. i guess, maybe, thats just what i've been told. thats okay i cant handle more stress right now anyhow. okay well on that not so happy note!